my scars and bruises will heal, but my feelings will always be broken

[long_lost_lover]

all i want to do is cry. i cant believe what is happening to me now. i want to get away from this, get away as far as i can. i miss simplicity, but recently all i seem to get is complexity. im not looking for a replacement, im looking for happiness. i really wish you could give it to me, but you cant. all these tears are worthless some day...

beautiful matches hopefully come my way, so im not scarred another day. i want this to be gone.







the darkness arrives, and i reply to its call. i have no where else to go, no where to return. a home is something ive never conceived until i had my temporary other. but you left, you went away with no return. so now i am obligated to fly away with new aquaintances, even though my conscience whispers i shouldnt. so i fly and fly until i hit complications. fluttering towards nothing i soon deplete towards the ground. crashing into complete hell is all ive done. my wings are broken, and i cant take flight. im no longer airborne, im no longer alive. my soul sinks into the ground along with all the stress ive created. my troubles bloom, and all that remains is chaos.