jesus, is everyone really so sad?
my entry last night was dumb.
one of those stream of conciousness or whatever the fuck type things.
i am down lately.
i shouldnt talk about it here.
im sorry to everyone if i hurt your feelings or worried you.
the truth is people do care in there own ways, and if im too stupid to let them in then thats my own fault.
i promise i wont take any of you for granted anymore. julia, eric, joshua....all of you others that know who you are. thank you. knowing you care really helps. some days are just not so good and my brain meats dont work so great.
i know theres one person in particular who i am going to give a huge hug to tomorrow. after all, it will be their birthday.
one of those stream of conciousness or whatever the fuck type things.
i am down lately.
i shouldnt talk about it here.
im sorry to everyone if i hurt your feelings or worried you.
the truth is people do care in there own ways, and if im too stupid to let them in then thats my own fault.
i promise i wont take any of you for granted anymore. julia, eric, joshua....all of you others that know who you are. thank you. knowing you care really helps. some days are just not so good and my brain meats dont work so great.
i know theres one person in particular who i am going to give a huge hug to tomorrow. after all, it will be their birthday.