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This is all going to be alot of rambling because im turning to livejournal at 2:00 in the morning for comfort.
i dont know why ive been in these moods lately but it sucks. its like the only thing that will make me feel remotely better i cant have, so where does that leave me. im so tierd of immature people and annoying fights. seaside has been one headache after another when youd think it would be alot more appreciation to the people who put all the work into it instead of all the complaints. some people can be so fucking annoying sometimes that i wonder how they are freshman in college and not high school.
i got into an arguement with a family at the pool today. it upset me because i hate when i get so worked up with anger. tonight was pretty bad too. we didnt really have anything to do besides stand around and get squirted by a 8th grader and a super soaker. i had a long talk with kev, which probably contributed alot to my depressed mood. basically the only good things about today were getting to see carlos tonight for the first time all summer and tommy coming home even though he probably is still mad at me that i made him come to such a boring place, HAHA. wow so yeah.
the good news is i got some letters from collin and he is promising to hook me up with one of his fellow texas cowboys. pretty cool cause what other best friend would help you make your "future plans" come true. im excited for his birthday coming up, finally the big 18 for our little baby.
i love you all. katie im so sad you worked tonight and couldnt come out, mel im still missing you lots and hopefully will see you soon, kricky fucking quit that job that steals you from us every day and night!
nicks graduation party tomorrow. sooo excited for a day off! then back to work all week.
"so remember this whenever i call
we go back to far, we've been through it all
even though we havnt spoke in so long
nothings changed, not a damn thing baby.
now my loyalty will always be with you if you just promise me
that you'll stay real just like you are
cause baby you dont have to change
because you dont know how much you mean to me
whenever you're down you know that you can lean on me
no matter the situation,
boy im gonna hold you down."
i dont know why ive been in these moods lately but it sucks. its like the only thing that will make me feel remotely better i cant have, so where does that leave me. im so tierd of immature people and annoying fights. seaside has been one headache after another when youd think it would be alot more appreciation to the people who put all the work into it instead of all the complaints. some people can be so fucking annoying sometimes that i wonder how they are freshman in college and not high school.
i got into an arguement with a family at the pool today. it upset me because i hate when i get so worked up with anger. tonight was pretty bad too. we didnt really have anything to do besides stand around and get squirted by a 8th grader and a super soaker. i had a long talk with kev, which probably contributed alot to my depressed mood. basically the only good things about today were getting to see carlos tonight for the first time all summer and tommy coming home even though he probably is still mad at me that i made him come to such a boring place, HAHA. wow so yeah.
the good news is i got some letters from collin and he is promising to hook me up with one of his fellow texas cowboys. pretty cool cause what other best friend would help you make your "future plans" come true. im excited for his birthday coming up, finally the big 18 for our little baby.
i love you all. katie im so sad you worked tonight and couldnt come out, mel im still missing you lots and hopefully will see you soon, kricky fucking quit that job that steals you from us every day and night!
nicks graduation party tomorrow. sooo excited for a day off! then back to work all week.
"so remember this whenever i call
we go back to far, we've been through it all
even though we havnt spoke in so long
nothings changed, not a damn thing baby.
now my loyalty will always be with you if you just promise me
that you'll stay real just like you are
cause baby you dont have to change
because you dont know how much you mean to me
whenever you're down you know that you can lean on me
no matter the situation,
boy im gonna hold you down."