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i hope if you are taking the time to read this, you will actually do as im asking so kindly.
could everyone please keep my name out of thier fucking mouth. i cant go another day hearing rumors rumors rumors about how crazy all the drugs i do are or how me and my friends do this stupid shit every weekend. you guys dont even know me, and as jenna said so well before, if everyone is "worried" about us so much then try being my friend instead of spreading stories and lies all over the school and town about me.
i dont understand what is so bad about me, jenna or kaylyn or how parents and graduates even hear about all of this shit. this is so frustrateing because ive had such a good past week and ive been so fucking good and all everyone can say is erin and her drugs. fuck you all. i cant wait to leave carmel high school.
yesterday me and jen hung out, cooked and relaxed. im sure this will some how get changed into us being high out of our mind, or coked up, or wasted. since supposibly thats all we ever are.
ive been having fun lately just calming down and spending time with the few people who mean anything to me. i dont know what i would ever do without kaylyn, jenna, collin, phil, roger, tommy or carlos. it feels so good to have a few people actually be there and not get so caught up in whatever the rest of my grade spends thier time believeing.
im sorry for "always letting people down" but im pretty sure you guys dont even know the truth behind any of these rumors. try to comfront me in advance before you spread more stories and lies.
i cant deal with this and now i have to work all night. great.
but congradulations to me and collin for finally finishing our research papers last night.
could everyone please keep my name out of thier fucking mouth. i cant go another day hearing rumors rumors rumors about how crazy all the drugs i do are or how me and my friends do this stupid shit every weekend. you guys dont even know me, and as jenna said so well before, if everyone is "worried" about us so much then try being my friend instead of spreading stories and lies all over the school and town about me.
i dont understand what is so bad about me, jenna or kaylyn or how parents and graduates even hear about all of this shit. this is so frustrateing because ive had such a good past week and ive been so fucking good and all everyone can say is erin and her drugs. fuck you all. i cant wait to leave carmel high school.
yesterday me and jen hung out, cooked and relaxed. im sure this will some how get changed into us being high out of our mind, or coked up, or wasted. since supposibly thats all we ever are.
ive been having fun lately just calming down and spending time with the few people who mean anything to me. i dont know what i would ever do without kaylyn, jenna, collin, phil, roger, tommy or carlos. it feels so good to have a few people actually be there and not get so caught up in whatever the rest of my grade spends thier time believeing.
im sorry for "always letting people down" but im pretty sure you guys dont even know the truth behind any of these rumors. try to comfront me in advance before you spread more stories and lies.
i cant deal with this and now i have to work all night. great.
but congradulations to me and collin for finally finishing our research papers last night.