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i've never felt so low.
my financial situation is dire... and that's a gross understatement
my thesis is in the shitter.
i want to quit both of my jobs and find something else.
i am steadily losing weight and i don't care. in fact, it's the only thing giving me some sick sense of twisted satisfaction.
i miss him, and it hurts. it is actually taking every ounce of strength i have in my body to not call him, because he is the one i am used to calling when i feel like this. but now he's part of the cause and not the cure.
something in my life has got to get better. because it certainly can't fucking get any worse.
my financial situation is dire... and that's a gross understatement
my thesis is in the shitter.
i want to quit both of my jobs and find something else.
i am steadily losing weight and i don't care. in fact, it's the only thing giving me some sick sense of twisted satisfaction.
i miss him, and it hurts. it is actually taking every ounce of strength i have in my body to not call him, because he is the one i am used to calling when i feel like this. but now he's part of the cause and not the cure.
something in my life has got to get better. because it certainly can't fucking get any worse.