i doNt want To be a SecreT
so i am going outside for a walk just in jeans and a sweater my mistake was bring my purse because U know i was Gonna smOKe up a storm with my INVIBle CIGGS that i Have hidiNg in my puRse... randy is fucking follwing me down the street and i swaear and yelling at him to just leave me alone but no he has to pretend he has to make a cal on his cell pHOne hEl o we ahve fing hosue phones ... it made me want to kIck his ass.. lIke u dont understand how much this huamn hurts me i jsut wanna rip out my heart. Wel li pretened to strom off into the hosue then waited him to dissapear then go and spend kara time which it sucked ass because the i was all tense and couldnt think so er.
anyway enough of that rant ..
so i went to shannons last night and we picked up tabitha which i love so much and we had so m uch fun i wish someone was there because it would have made it perfect ..
theni tried to get paulto tell mehe liked me not even like like like but i mean friend like and that pussy couldnt do it... silly
i feel really tied down .. because i dont know old flames and new flames and once wanted flames have been attacking me from every side i just want to explode! I mean really give a girl a break.. i dont even think its this whole reed thing which sucks ass because yah.. i wont get to into it
but the person i want to be with has to try for me because i am sick of pouringout my heart when the other line acts like they r stoned on life and adolecance and WOnt---- i dont even know i am just in a pensive, meliconly mood and it bugs me that w/e
but i might start work this week at DL which means i get to see shawn alot more -- as no one knows who i tlak about but thats ok
i just love that relationshipand i know ill love it alot more later .. ya know
any way i set out this buliton on myspace .. but i deffinitly wont do it because once again i am in that pHase like u have to try for me first kinda thing so... yeah i wont be particapating in that neither probably will anyone esle but thats ok.
I really wanna see vinces show
and i love laura and jeff they made me the best gifts ever i reall love them u dont understand
i have a lot to say because its been awhile but i think i left you with enough
for right now
K......b
Oh and conner drew all over himself today with red amker it was fabulous made my day and then he shit al over leah what a gem i love him
and JUlia goD they r phanominal
oh yeah i babysat the jensons it was really fun i got 30 bucks everyones happy
anyway enough of that rant ..
so i went to shannons last night and we picked up tabitha which i love so much and we had so m uch fun i wish someone was there because it would have made it perfect ..
theni tried to get paulto tell mehe liked me not even like like like but i mean friend like and that pussy couldnt do it... silly
i feel really tied down .. because i dont know old flames and new flames and once wanted flames have been attacking me from every side i just want to explode! I mean really give a girl a break.. i dont even think its this whole reed thing which sucks ass because yah.. i wont get to into it
but the person i want to be with has to try for me because i am sick of pouringout my heart when the other line acts like they r stoned on life and adolecance and WOnt---- i dont even know i am just in a pensive, meliconly mood and it bugs me that w/e
but i might start work this week at DL which means i get to see shawn alot more -- as no one knows who i tlak about but thats ok
i just love that relationshipand i know ill love it alot more later .. ya know
any way i set out this buliton on myspace .. but i deffinitly wont do it because once again i am in that pHase like u have to try for me first kinda thing so... yeah i wont be particapating in that neither probably will anyone esle but thats ok.
I really wanna see vinces show
and i love laura and jeff they made me the best gifts ever i reall love them u dont understand
i have a lot to say because its been awhile but i think i left you with enough
for right now
K......b
Oh and conner drew all over himself today with red amker it was fabulous made my day and then he shit al over leah what a gem i love him
and JUlia goD they r phanominal
oh yeah i babysat the jensons it was really fun i got 30 bucks everyones happy