May 31, 2005 19:13
ok let see yesturday was freakin awesome.. but i lost all energy and ethusasum when my father uncaringly shoot down my fabulous planns for the rest of the night with beautiful woman
i slept until almost 12 when alyssa called me and waslIKE hey Am basically coming .. and i basically jumped in the shower when i was still on the phone and was pretty much naked when she arrived haha fun stuff
any way we had a cute time first time we actraully did something outside of school coodos
this week end i also went to eva bs house which was quite refreshing for me _ by the way we never worked really on them planns of ares
i stad up super late on sunday hoping my sister shannon would come to my house like she said so she could take me away.. but she forgot. bummer at lest i talked on the phone with someone worth while <3
i efel termendusly blah and achy for neve rbeing able to get to han gout with u ladies. but i will soone enough
i am geting to think though i am only aload to have a life when i ahve my friends over... i can go to concerts were there are people my parents dont even know and waht ever but i cant go over a single persons house when in fact they kow who they r blah blah blah u get the picture... i am just getting so restless lately .. and that always leads to trouble
this 4th of july i hope to be fun
my recitles is tomrrow i really got to pratice but have alot of work to do tonight.. eh...
kinda worried aout it
um.. i videoed yesturdays festives that was cool i like working with camras alot
there was a run in with my father this weekend.. why ever one esle was freaking out about it like 20 times more than i was just surprised me and i didnt like it.. i didnt think it was sucha big deal maybe because it wasnt compared to resent ones and i am just used to it .. but it didnt seem that big of a deal i dpnt know...
i am just in kinda a bumming mood.. and the option of moving doesnt botehr me as much as it did .. at lest today anyway
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