A thought
This as been one of the longest week of work I have ever head. Think have been very stress full, to guys well have gone off for Holiday and were so short staffed. Tempers have been short, really short. The Big guy has been pulling his usual lazy ass shit, and can't take it any more. Then the Boss start acting like jack ass. We have told him many times what is going on, and all he ever says is, "I don't Care as long as you guys figured out" and then he got pissy with me because I was out on the truck and not in the warehouse like he thought. And when the called to tell me to call back, the made it sound like the don't trust me. I almost quick my job that day. A day the was really straight forward and was going to be the lest stressful day turned in to one of the most stressful. Corey and my self talked in the truck after things got semi straighted out. We talked about how this crap make us feel down, because you get in to a though, of if I had done "x" I would be working or I would be doing "y". This has had me think a lot this last couple of nights. I an Realized I do this a lot. Wishing I had gone back to school, or not giving up on trying to find a computer tech job, or something else, so I would not be here an now. I know this is rather unhealthy, and one of things that have been getting me down, but now that I see this, and understating things, I know what needs to be done, I really need a new job, some thing that I well get some job satisfaction out of. I am now starting to feel better about things now. Slowly working on this finding my self