Temperaments
The weather has been unkind, it's not a wonder if I fall ill anytime soon. Perhaps it's the weather but I've been feeling lethargic easily and it hasn't been the first time that I've fallen asleep on my readings. Need to play catch up soon, going to fall behind if I don't. Unacceptable.
I do not take kindly to being put into a bet without consent. Kissing me shouldn't be horrifying enough to be deemed as a sort of punishment.
Momoshiro & Kaidoh, how is the puppy doing?
Bunta, I want another go at your Suzuki. When?
Echizen, Where is your essay?
Jackal confessed to me. An age old feeling that's not platonic. Even though I had to resort to that crude lie detector, which worked surprisingly.
I'm not sure to feel flattered or to be upset. We never seem to be able to get out of this vicious cycle. First it was Seiichi, Renji & I, then it was Bunta, Jirou & Akaya, now Jackal. I don't want to hurt him. Out of the lot, he's the one I trust most beyond Renji & Seiichi. In a way, we're very similar. He is the pillar of support for Akaya & Bunta and pillars of support cannot be shaken. We need to stand tall for others. It's the only way.
I spoke to Jirou during the weekend too and... He is completely broken. He found me at the beach and clung to me like his life depended on my very existence. I'm not sure what exactly is wrong but this goes onto the list of things to fix. Before I take a break that is. Bunta is another headache that I need to get out of my system too.
Seiichi thought I was leaving for good and implied it was Gakuto's fault. But really I don't feel as if I'm being tamed by Gakuto. He never forces me to do anything and I'm grateful for his indulgence. I swear I must be the worse boyfriend ever. I don't do enough and I'm not sure what to do for him anyway. Time to search the library for related books.
I wish I could make them understand that I won't leave my family, not when it's the only one that I've got left. Aniki has been missing for almost two years now. I don't know what to do anymore. Thank god ojii-sama is pink in the health, I think I would break if anything untoward happened to the only real family I've got. Seiichi reminded me just in time - What's etched into stone would not change. Ever.
I do not take kindly to being put into a bet without consent. Kissing me shouldn't be horrifying enough to be deemed as a sort of punishment.
Momoshiro & Kaidoh, how is the puppy doing?
Bunta, I want another go at your Suzuki. When?
Echizen, Where is your essay?
Jackal confessed to me. An age old feeling that's not platonic. Even though I had to resort to that crude lie detector, which worked surprisingly.
I'm not sure to feel flattered or to be upset. We never seem to be able to get out of this vicious cycle. First it was Seiichi, Renji & I, then it was Bunta, Jirou & Akaya, now Jackal. I don't want to hurt him. Out of the lot, he's the one I trust most beyond Renji & Seiichi. In a way, we're very similar. He is the pillar of support for Akaya & Bunta and pillars of support cannot be shaken. We need to stand tall for others. It's the only way.
I spoke to Jirou during the weekend too and... He is completely broken. He found me at the beach and clung to me like his life depended on my very existence. I'm not sure what exactly is wrong but this goes onto the list of things to fix. Before I take a break that is. Bunta is another headache that I need to get out of my system too.
Seiichi thought I was leaving for good and implied it was Gakuto's fault. But really I don't feel as if I'm being tamed by Gakuto. He never forces me to do anything and I'm grateful for his indulgence. I swear I must be the worse boyfriend ever. I don't do enough and I'm not sure what to do for him anyway. Time to search the library for related books.
I wish I could make them understand that I won't leave my family, not when it's the only one that I've got left. Aniki has been missing for almost two years now. I don't know what to do anymore. Thank god ojii-sama is pink in the health, I think I would break if anything untoward happened to the only real family I've got. Seiichi reminded me just in time - What's etched into stone would not change. Ever.