May 26, 2005 15:02
Ok, this is the absolute last post in this stupid journal. I can't beleive I typed in it in the first place. Brooke broke up with me, and the more I think about it, the more I'm so damn happy. She made me realize a girl isn't the whole world. The world does not revolve around her. You don't have to have a girlfriend to "be cool" or "be popular". Wow, I missed so much of my life when all I was doing was worrying about a girl. Well goodbye, you will never see a post in this POS again. Trust me on that one. Let this post make YOU realize what you did, and I hope that makes you a better girlfriend to the next person. I guess there is a person out there for everybody BUT me lol. I get along so well without a girl, and that's how it will stay. To you Brooke, this is your major problem. I did all I could to be a boyfriend to you, and you did NOTHING. I was always the one who started the conversation. I was the one who hugged you, except once, when you wiped glitter all over me, which about 9/10 boys find annoying. All those days I didn't hug you, you didn't say or do anything. I would have hoped you would have gotten the clue that "gee, this isn't working, what can I do to make it better" but no.
I'm not mad. I'm just very highly amused. Ever since about 2:15 I've been laughing. even now, I haven't stopped laughing. I should have never given you that note, I should have just sayed screw it and broke it then. But see, you would tell Aimee "I'm scared I'm gonna break up with Josh" and then you do, lol, isn't it funny. Scared is a very under-rated word there.
Well I'm happy. I will always be happy. Thanks for that. And in all sincerity, I'm sorry for whatever my faults were.
-peace-