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I decided to start using this darn old thing again. It has been soo long since i used it.
Pentath is this weekend and I'm not as nervous as I thought I would be, which is strange because i still dont have a DI (untill bryan gives me it)and I only have one thing memorized. It is upseting that we have to arrive there at friggin midnight(no offense emily, I know you cant help it.) I just wish my parents could step in, or someone elses could. That would brighten my day.
I must say, I love the holiday season. It's just the feeling in the air, and the fact that I get to wear scarves now. It was funny though, on cnn they showed the holiday shoppers from last friday, and there were some people in Grand Rapids who were trampled and then get in a fist fight. lol I know its mean, but its funny to see an old black woman kicking some ass.
I've been feeling different in these last few months. I feel like I'm realizing a lot about life, and what it has in store, yet because of all of these realizations I feel like I'm becoming more distant with people. Im sorry if i made you feel this way, i just dont realize I do it sometimes. But I like that fact that I am getting older. I wanna go to collage, but I wish I could keep all of my drama friends with me...
btw: I really considering doing the one act now. I also need a new layout anyone want to help a needy Honduran?
Pentath is this weekend and I'm not as nervous as I thought I would be, which is strange because i still dont have a DI (untill bryan gives me it)and I only have one thing memorized. It is upseting that we have to arrive there at friggin midnight(no offense emily, I know you cant help it.) I just wish my parents could step in, or someone elses could. That would brighten my day.
I must say, I love the holiday season. It's just the feeling in the air, and the fact that I get to wear scarves now. It was funny though, on cnn they showed the holiday shoppers from last friday, and there were some people in Grand Rapids who were trampled and then get in a fist fight. lol I know its mean, but its funny to see an old black woman kicking some ass.
I've been feeling different in these last few months. I feel like I'm realizing a lot about life, and what it has in store, yet because of all of these realizations I feel like I'm becoming more distant with people. Im sorry if i made you feel this way, i just dont realize I do it sometimes. But I like that fact that I am getting older. I wanna go to collage, but I wish I could keep all of my drama friends with me...
btw: I really considering doing the one act now. I also need a new layout anyone want to help a needy Honduran?