Jan 10, 2008 02:08
I’ve been so bad, but I’ve been so busy that it’s ridiculous. No more than anyone else I suppose, but still, busy for me. I have been reluctant to face all of the things that I have going on in my life right now in complete thoughts. LJ doesn’t really give me an option. At least, not the way I use it--as a cathartic refuge and an accurate record of anything that may matter to me in my life. Actually, I still don’t think that I’m ready to get back into the swing of it, but I thought that I owed y’all an explanation.
Ultimately, I’m a selfish pig who misses her youth. I miss being carefree and only responding to my own needs and desires. I’ve been overwhelmed by nagging feelings of self-indulgent self-pity that I’m slowly remedying through constant prayer and self-reflection.
Also, I’ve finally joined the online sensation that is Facebook.
i annoy myself