Re: callous much?lonestarguardMay 24 2008, 14:51:47 UTC
I was praying last night for you, and God was like check livejournal, it had to be like a 45 second prayer. Then I was like I am going to bed and I dont have internet here but I will do it in the morning when I walk down to the castle.
I responded to you message on Mysapce but this one is alot better detailed and explains a lot more. I dont know if you remember but I can remember you saying that you couldn't hear God. I really hope thats changed and there are people in your life who can speak into yours when your ears possibly get stopped up as all of ours sometimes do. Coming to the understanding that no matter whose in ours lives or what we find to entertain us, there will never be a replacement for the love that God has for you all of us. I hope that you always remember how much God loves you and its my prayer that you are continually finding your self in the middle of His love. I dont know whats happened in your life or what God did to let you hear "Melanie, this is you Father and I will always love you", but I am glad that you have, truly glad.
I can apologize to for being a jerk and not being a caring, encouraging, god chasing boyfriend. I completely let you down and compromised, for that I am sorry. I hope that you make the most of your time at OSU and remember this advice: The reason we were created was for relationship with God. He wants to know you and hope fully we want to know Him. Prayer, its the best way to talk to Him and there are numerous ways to pray. Reading the Bible, its always been told to us but how often do we actually take time and really read form it and let the Spirit of God teach it to us. Its crazy/ fun/ amazing to have the Spirit of the Lord reveal a passage to us.
I dont say any of this to except that you take it and become encouraged and challenged to go deeper in your relationship with Him.
I responded to you message on Mysapce but this one is alot better detailed and explains a lot more. I dont know if you remember but I can remember you saying that you couldn't hear God. I really hope thats changed and there are people in your life who can speak into yours when your ears possibly get stopped up as all of ours sometimes do. Coming to the understanding that no matter whose in ours lives or what we find to entertain us, there will never be a replacement for the love that God has for you all of us. I hope that you always remember how much God loves you and its my prayer that you are continually finding your self in the middle of His love. I dont know whats happened in your life or what God did to let you hear "Melanie, this is you Father and I will always love you", but I am glad that you have, truly glad.
I can apologize to for being a jerk and not being a caring, encouraging, god chasing boyfriend. I completely let you down and compromised, for that I am sorry. I hope that you make the most of your time at OSU and remember this advice: The reason we were created was for relationship with God. He wants to know you and hope fully we want to know Him. Prayer, its the best way to talk to Him and there are numerous ways to pray. Reading the Bible, its always been told to us but how often do we actually take time and really read form it and let the Spirit of God teach it to us. Its crazy/ fun/ amazing to have the Spirit of the Lord reveal a passage to us.
I dont say any of this to except that you take it and become encouraged and challenged to go deeper in your relationship with Him.
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