Dec 22, 2004 23:17
wow crying yet again... ahh i have cried more in the past few days then i have probably in the past couple months... this is crazy i don't cry normally but i am just so stressed out you dont even know... i don't know what to do at all... tomorrow i have to go back to my moms house which is always a stressful experience... n then ians working his ass off which i really need 2 stop complaining about i just cant help it cuz i hella miss him n hes really the only thing keeping me sane lately... theres so much shit going on with me n my friends n my family n its all piling up... im so sorry to everybody who is still mad at me i wish i could make everything ok... definitely thought vacation would be less stressful but oh well thats life i guess... full of stress just gotta suck it up n deal with it...