my saturday...
well yesterday was pretty interesting... started off the day pretty much doing nothing then i was supposed to go to a football game but then i found out that i had volleyball tryouts so instead i had to rush off to that... i made the team but even though i made it i was still really upset because i cant play for the team that i wanted to play 4 n it just sucks n all i wanted was to go back in time 2 weeks and change everything i thought that maybe if i had just done things a little differently i mighta been able to change the outcome... after all that i went to a memorial service for john and andrew teel... it was so sad... that kinda thing could've happened to any of us and its so awful that it had to happen to 2 of the best people... but it really helped me learn alot... one of the guys got up n talked about how andrew had called him about an hour or two before the crash n the guy was just so upset because he never called him back n thought that if he had just called n hung out with andrew maybe he wouldnt have gotten in the car and died... he talked about how we cant die with regrets and so i thought about it and i realized that i need to live my life without regrets n not dwell on the past because i cant change it... so ya that was basically my day yesterday