depressed/pissed off....what else is new?
yeah.
So the past two days have been pretty sucky, because of the wake and funeral. Today at the funeral it was raining!! I got SOAKED!!! Ha, but thats ok. I like the rain =) . Anyway, i met my cousin Trina's boyfriend. It made me sad because i cant see mine. ahhh! I wanted to punch her though, because she was like flaunting that her boyfriend lived in the same town and crap. ERR! He is nice though, hes the first of her many boyfriends that shes had that i actually liked!!! Woah dude!
Tomorrow im not going to school because i have ALOT...i repeat ALOT of homework to do. It sucks, but i dont want to ruin my grades because i JUST brought up my World History grade from a D to a B+ ..yay! And i plan to keep it that way biatch!! haha. Then friday there is a dance at my school, im bringing Yvonne because i havent seen her in awhile and shes been wanting to go to one of my school dances. So yeah! I also get to see Dan!! YAY! my rockin friend Dan..haha. soo yeah, it should be fun fun fun!! I need that too. =(.
I've been thinking alot lately. About this past summer and crap. Man, alot has happened. Its weird because alot of the "friends" i had, changed or just stopped talking to me (or we just lost connection to eachother). Its like what happened? What happened the awsome times we had, to the people i chilled with? I could go on FOREVER about memories and crap. Like, i dont know its just really weird. I want to hang with them all, but alot of them have changed (and not for the good either). Not all of them changed, a few of them stayed the same we just lost connections with eachother. =/ So yeah. But most of us all go to different schools, so its like how would we find the time to hang with eachother....even though we do have the time (sometimes). But! Now that i think about it, i DONT want to see some of the people, and i would name them but i dont want to be like a b***h and say "i dont like so and so." So forget that. But who cares! I have a few people who mean the world to me, and who i know that i can go to. They are who truly matter, they are the ones people call "bestest friends". =). So i guess in every bad moment, a good thing comes along.
and on that note im saying my goodbye.
♥lover you dahlings!