5A.M. with the abstract thoughts of the sleepless,
as i sit here and rot away at the familiar thoughts that haunt my every day the what could have? and the what would have beens?
just dont seem to thrill me as they used to, why let the anger of others get you so distraught that you cant function, cant rise in the morning, let alone live.
the dreams that i hoped would let me unleash my freedom only holds me back from the real me,
The echoes of my internal self conscious
is now a mere whisper, as the flame slowly burns and only seldomnly gets a dance, will it face an agonizing departure, like that of my late father.
a great friendoncesaid "tears are like letting out your problems one . . .by one"
yet i dont understand crying, it doesnt help, wont benefit the hurt, only make one more so sorry for ones self,
the apologizes will never measure up to the LOVE/HATE REALTIONSHIP
its truly unconditional
goodnight and . . .
I do truly LOVE YOU . .
SWEET DREAMS.
saw you tonite yet spoke not a word . ..
until an early morning wake up
just dont seem to thrill me as they used to, why let the anger of others get you so distraught that you cant function, cant rise in the morning, let alone live.
the dreams that i hoped would let me unleash my freedom only holds me back from the real me,
The echoes of my internal self conscious
is now a mere whisper, as the flame slowly burns and only seldomnly gets a dance, will it face an agonizing departure, like that of my late father.
a great friendoncesaid "tears are like letting out your problems one . . .by one"
yet i dont understand crying, it doesnt help, wont benefit the hurt, only make one more so sorry for ones self,
the apologizes will never measure up to the LOVE/HATE REALTIONSHIP
its truly unconditional
goodnight and . . .
I do truly LOVE YOU . .
SWEET DREAMS.
saw you tonite yet spoke not a word . ..
until an early morning wake up