Do FanFic authors ever consider their readers' feelings?
When I read a story,a FanFic, I don't only read it...I feel it with the author...I feel like they're my friends, I trust them, I love them.
I trusted her.
I liked her.
She never knows me but I really looked up to her.
And why? Why?
This's a while ago. I heard some recommendations about "Confessions from a broken heart" being a really good fic at IN:COM. I went there, signed up, and read, and get hooked.
I loved that fic so much.
I loved the writer so much.
It was my favorite FanFic.
The ending was beautiful.
And guess what? She just had to add an alternate ending. If you haven't read it, you wouldn't understand how I feel....
I trusted her. I thought of her as a deep person, as someone who understands love.
I was wrong.
Jae was in a coma because of a heart disease being hidden for the shake of YunHo and DBSK. Needless to say, there was a beautiful ending that made me cry....
But...she just had to do that..that alternate ending..that one sentence that set me to tears..I won't quote it here..I can't bear to type it.
Answer me. Is love just a small joke, something you can be really into and then it's gone for a while, so you just turn your back completely, mentally, wholeheartedly and emotionally?
Because I've always thought of love as something that you can only have ONCE and for your whole life...I cried that night...I'm crying now just because someone mentioned it in a Fic Recs in Jaeho_Detox.
I don't blame the author...I can't, I have no rights to blame someone whom didn't write what I wanted...I only blame myself for being so stupid and put my whole heart into a fanfic. I never want to do that again.
Time heals. But it's still there. Now I just put my mind into a Fanfic, ocassionally my emotions as well if I really that Fic. But never, never my soul again. I've run out of tears shed for something the person who created it doesn't even vaule.
No one's at fault...it's only me and my stupid mood, why do I have to put all my soul to it? When I read that, I felt betrayed, like someone I trusted had just turned their back on me.
She won't ever know how I feel..I never return to IN:COM since..I don't even care if there's a sequel...I'm tired...I don't want to go through that night again..That's how love is in your eyes? That's how love is, that's how trust is?
I never blame anyone for a sad ending. I have no rights, and I won't.
But at least, tell us through your writing how you really view love.
Don't pretend, please. Because it hurts like hell when you do.
It's a plea, not an advice or request.
Can I trust you again, writers? Can I ever give any of you my heart again so that you'll toss it to the trash can?
I still trust love, and I will protect my trust...I'll have to forget this...I won't ever let this happen again.
Never again.
I trusted her.
I liked her.
She never knows me but I really looked up to her.
And why? Why?
This's a while ago. I heard some recommendations about "Confessions from a broken heart" being a really good fic at IN:COM. I went there, signed up, and read, and get hooked.
I loved that fic so much.
I loved the writer so much.
It was my favorite FanFic.
The ending was beautiful.
And guess what? She just had to add an alternate ending. If you haven't read it, you wouldn't understand how I feel....
I trusted her. I thought of her as a deep person, as someone who understands love.
I was wrong.
Jae was in a coma because of a heart disease being hidden for the shake of YunHo and DBSK. Needless to say, there was a beautiful ending that made me cry....
But...she just had to do that..that alternate ending..that one sentence that set me to tears..I won't quote it here..I can't bear to type it.
Answer me. Is love just a small joke, something you can be really into and then it's gone for a while, so you just turn your back completely, mentally, wholeheartedly and emotionally?
Because I've always thought of love as something that you can only have ONCE and for your whole life...I cried that night...I'm crying now just because someone mentioned it in a Fic Recs in Jaeho_Detox.
I don't blame the author...I can't, I have no rights to blame someone whom didn't write what I wanted...I only blame myself for being so stupid and put my whole heart into a fanfic. I never want to do that again.
Time heals. But it's still there. Now I just put my mind into a Fanfic, ocassionally my emotions as well if I really that Fic. But never, never my soul again. I've run out of tears shed for something the person who created it doesn't even vaule.
No one's at fault...it's only me and my stupid mood, why do I have to put all my soul to it? When I read that, I felt betrayed, like someone I trusted had just turned their back on me.
She won't ever know how I feel..I never return to IN:COM since..I don't even care if there's a sequel...I'm tired...I don't want to go through that night again..That's how love is in your eyes? That's how love is, that's how trust is?
I never blame anyone for a sad ending. I have no rights, and I won't.
But at least, tell us through your writing how you really view love.
Don't pretend, please. Because it hurts like hell when you do.
It's a plea, not an advice or request.
Can I trust you again, writers? Can I ever give any of you my heart again so that you'll toss it to the trash can?
I still trust love, and I will protect my trust...I'll have to forget this...I won't ever let this happen again.
Never again.