So Tired!!!
Owww, my body is sore. Specially my lower half. All this damn running. Monday did 4 miles of running, came in 5th in my platoon and then today we did a 2 to 3 mile last man up run, which at the end we did a 200 meter dash; I burnt what little energy I had left to take 1rst. I love sprinting. Then in the afternoon we played basketball. Have I ever told anyone I hated playing basketball. Well, I do. Making shots is one thing, playing in a team is not for me. So all I did was run back and forth in the game. I am so sore now and the cold shower I took both in the morning and afternoon was so refreshing. Been guzzling 1 gallon water jugs to keep me hydrated. Past out in my make shift bed (::cries:: Sleeping bag, a pillow that collapses when my head rests on it, and two poncho liners that are my pillows.) Really, I could wish for some nice sleep and rest. Wouldn't mind laying in the grass and letting the wind comfort me in my sleep. I really wish I could do the afore-mentioned task and at the same time, have somebody I love to hold my hand as we lay beneath the endless azure sea. It would be nice.
Tomorrow I have to run hills for PT. Yay!!!! Then thursday, do a road march. I filled out a pass and I plan to go home for the 3 day weekend, to drop off my car. Hopefully I will get to chill with friends and see them all before I go. Maybe this weekend, if the days are beautiful. I will lay down and stare at the sky; not to mention take my night walks again.
I will get in shape again, I plan to do increase my muscles and develop my body. Running has left me with an awesome feeling, the will and the drive to win. The want to speed as fast as I can, leaving all behind me; to run faster then the wind. Run till I feel the blood in my throat, then my rage takes over and my fingers spread out looking like the talons of a hawk. I love feeling the wind in my hair, my feet slamming the pavement and sending me forward. I have created 20 different ways for me to run, to keep the movement fresh and keep my mind occupied; with 6 different breathing exercises. I love to be fast and one day I will get back to running 2 miles in 13 mins again or less. This would explain why I love to drive as fast as possible. To move as fast as I can, away from all my problems and worrys. The adrenaline I get as I move, to feel alive and to know that I am alive. Just like pain.
Well, I am tired this eve and I just want the week to end. I really want to chill with my friends and enjoy one last weekend with those that mean more to me then my own life.
Peace and aluve'
Tomorrow I have to run hills for PT. Yay!!!! Then thursday, do a road march. I filled out a pass and I plan to go home for the 3 day weekend, to drop off my car. Hopefully I will get to chill with friends and see them all before I go. Maybe this weekend, if the days are beautiful. I will lay down and stare at the sky; not to mention take my night walks again.
I will get in shape again, I plan to do increase my muscles and develop my body. Running has left me with an awesome feeling, the will and the drive to win. The want to speed as fast as I can, leaving all behind me; to run faster then the wind. Run till I feel the blood in my throat, then my rage takes over and my fingers spread out looking like the talons of a hawk. I love feeling the wind in my hair, my feet slamming the pavement and sending me forward. I have created 20 different ways for me to run, to keep the movement fresh and keep my mind occupied; with 6 different breathing exercises. I love to be fast and one day I will get back to running 2 miles in 13 mins again or less. This would explain why I love to drive as fast as possible. To move as fast as I can, away from all my problems and worrys. The adrenaline I get as I move, to feel alive and to know that I am alive. Just like pain.
Well, I am tired this eve and I just want the week to end. I really want to chill with my friends and enjoy one last weekend with those that mean more to me then my own life.
Peace and aluve'