To Be Free and To Be Me.
To live like the wind, unchained and free is my only goal and whim.
If wings I were granted, forever I would soar the un-tamed skies of our world.
I wish to be no master or no slave, rather a boulder against the wave.
To make my own decisions and journey without obligations.
Forests, Mountains, Valleys, and Cities; I want to see them all.
I want to see the beauty of the world with my own eyes.
Should I not be granted wings, forever I shall walk to see all with my heart.
Never to stay for to long, just like the wind.
To come and go, a Drifter, a Wanderer, a Loner, a Free Spirit.
I want to be free.
~End~
So many thoughts, so many sides to the me.
A side of me dreams of grandeour and becoming a powerful and important figure.
Another wishes to see unification of the world through domination.
For that same dream, one wishes to see it done throught unification.
While another wishes out right extermination of every living thing.
Then there is the side that wishes to train the mind like the Tibetan Monks and forget the outside world in pursuit of enlightenment.
Or the one who wishes to train for the pursuit of knowledge.
Fight to be the strongest is the wish of another.
One just wishes to live a peaceful life.
Plus there is one who wishes to help others.
Then there is one who wishes to start his own family.
To die is another ones wish, to no longer be able to feel.
Yet one wishes to be like the wind and see the world in all it's beauty.
The one who wishes for the perfect romance and to find true love.
There is the one who wishes to change the past.
One who can never leave the past or it's pains and joys.
Never forget the one who wishes for a life different then the one he lives.
Perfection is a must in the way of one side.
To hide and play with secrets is another.
The one that wishes to keep everyone away, so others do not have to see him.
Finally, the one who wishes rebirth and the start of a new life.
There are many sides in my life. I am not a paper that is easily read. More like a gem with different facets. I use to question who I was and now I realize that this is all of me. Each of these faces is what comprises me, that guide me and my dreams. I have tried to kill some and never to any luck, for killing one and is killing myself.... not that a few parts of me doesn't mind. I am neither soley good or evil, I am both. I will always be this, if people can not accept that, the so be it. Sometimes they can work together, other times they clash. Ultimately, that is when I am left confused in what I should do with my life.
The Prince, the Conqueror, the Diplomat, the Destroyer, the Sage, the Scholar, the Warrior, the Peasant, the Docter, the Lord, the Damned, the Free Spirit, the Lover, the Visionary, the Forgotten, the Dreamer, the Perfectionist, the Spy, the Loner, and the Phoenix.
These professions and names I have associated to each aspect of my life.
Some may call it dramatic, but I no longer care what others say about me. I don't wish to seek attention, I just want to be me. When I lament the past, that is me. When I hate my mistakes, that to is me. When I wish for death, that is me. When I dream at the stars, that is also me. For me to write this, I get a better understanding of myself as well as others. I am sure there are many other sides of me that I have not yet even noticed, but these are the ones that have played in my mind often.
Well, need to go.... Aluve'
If wings I were granted, forever I would soar the un-tamed skies of our world.
I wish to be no master or no slave, rather a boulder against the wave.
To make my own decisions and journey without obligations.
Forests, Mountains, Valleys, and Cities; I want to see them all.
I want to see the beauty of the world with my own eyes.
Should I not be granted wings, forever I shall walk to see all with my heart.
Never to stay for to long, just like the wind.
To come and go, a Drifter, a Wanderer, a Loner, a Free Spirit.
I want to be free.
~End~
So many thoughts, so many sides to the me.
A side of me dreams of grandeour and becoming a powerful and important figure.
Another wishes to see unification of the world through domination.
For that same dream, one wishes to see it done throught unification.
While another wishes out right extermination of every living thing.
Then there is the side that wishes to train the mind like the Tibetan Monks and forget the outside world in pursuit of enlightenment.
Or the one who wishes to train for the pursuit of knowledge.
Fight to be the strongest is the wish of another.
One just wishes to live a peaceful life.
Plus there is one who wishes to help others.
Then there is one who wishes to start his own family.
To die is another ones wish, to no longer be able to feel.
Yet one wishes to be like the wind and see the world in all it's beauty.
The one who wishes for the perfect romance and to find true love.
There is the one who wishes to change the past.
One who can never leave the past or it's pains and joys.
Never forget the one who wishes for a life different then the one he lives.
Perfection is a must in the way of one side.
To hide and play with secrets is another.
The one that wishes to keep everyone away, so others do not have to see him.
Finally, the one who wishes rebirth and the start of a new life.
There are many sides in my life. I am not a paper that is easily read. More like a gem with different facets. I use to question who I was and now I realize that this is all of me. Each of these faces is what comprises me, that guide me and my dreams. I have tried to kill some and never to any luck, for killing one and is killing myself.... not that a few parts of me doesn't mind. I am neither soley good or evil, I am both. I will always be this, if people can not accept that, the so be it. Sometimes they can work together, other times they clash. Ultimately, that is when I am left confused in what I should do with my life.
The Prince, the Conqueror, the Diplomat, the Destroyer, the Sage, the Scholar, the Warrior, the Peasant, the Docter, the Lord, the Damned, the Free Spirit, the Lover, the Visionary, the Forgotten, the Dreamer, the Perfectionist, the Spy, the Loner, and the Phoenix.
These professions and names I have associated to each aspect of my life.
Some may call it dramatic, but I no longer care what others say about me. I don't wish to seek attention, I just want to be me. When I lament the past, that is me. When I hate my mistakes, that to is me. When I wish for death, that is me. When I dream at the stars, that is also me. For me to write this, I get a better understanding of myself as well as others. I am sure there are many other sides of me that I have not yet even noticed, but these are the ones that have played in my mind often.
Well, need to go.... Aluve'