reasons to commit suicide
im getting really sick of people. i want to be alone. i need to go somewhere where i am far away from any one belonging to the human race. i need to get through this week so i can get through the next one...its all pointless. the only thing keeping me going is the idea of chrismas break, but we all know that after that its more school...even summer, summer will end. then it will be school ie misery again. why am i always depressed? theres nothing i can do. i am so ready to give up. why am i forced to do things that i cant stand, such as french class, math class, history class, its all bullshit. to prepare me for what? to struggle along as an adult trying to make money so that i can buy into consumerism just like everyone else trying to make myself happy by increasing my standard of living until one day, what do you know, i die and leave behind endless depts to my kin that were aquired trying to achieve the impossible during my pathetic lifetime. a human life is not even significant enough to appear as a dot on the history of the universe. what difference would it make if mine disappeared?