Emptiness........
Slowly everything is becoming like before. Interest is waning, life is all a droop. I buy a sin which I shall hide from the world for eternity. Materialism at times is our only fleeting pleasure, until money sustains. Life needs more, it is when life is empty that we seek our joys in shops and glass cases. My life is now a consumer, an obsession is slowly germinating, a testimony to my empty life, a testimony of everything im experiencing now. My life is empty, nothing passionate, nothing deep. I cant even converse with my lover with feelings any more, I cant feel depth, Im just waiting for something. Im checking the mail everyday. Growing desperate, procrastinating very badly. Im slowly becoming a threat to myself, I will see myself to my end, maybe even a rotting pain. I feel very very very empty, save me..............................................