Jan 10, 2013 03:21
I'm depressed....I can't even beginning to put on paper what is running thru my head but I'll try.
I don't feel that I'm too much of a hassle for everyone to be forced to deal... I feel like everyone is too much of a hassle for me to deal with.
Does that make sense? I don't want social interaction with people. I just want to go to work, pay my bills, get laid, tell the person to go home or maybe stay and cuddle (idk yet) and then be left to my devices (literally devices- Computer/xbox/etc)
I hate social interaction. I always have but I force myself to take part in it because otherwise people will think I'm an asshole or think that I'm weird. I don't know why I care but I do.
Is that weird?