Not sure how to feel
I'm posting this here because I know this might be the only safe "venue" from other people's eyes..
Liz and I... idk, I guess I'm taking a break for the weekend. I have been having issues w/ her lately. Don't get me wrong, i still care about her and love her but sometimes, its just too much. Maybe I just needed a weekend away? A chance to see my friends and some solo male bonding time w/ everyone.
Idk.. My mind and heart are running at 100mph and trying to put the brakes on isn't really working.
She's sweet and caring. She's very nice and considerate of me and my feelings but she can be really negative. I understand that she has depression and anxiety but sometimes she can be negative and it makes me sad b/c all its doing is feeding her depression. It's a cycle.
idk.. There's other stuff but I can't put it on paper...
Liz and I... idk, I guess I'm taking a break for the weekend. I have been having issues w/ her lately. Don't get me wrong, i still care about her and love her but sometimes, its just too much. Maybe I just needed a weekend away? A chance to see my friends and some solo male bonding time w/ everyone.
Idk.. My mind and heart are running at 100mph and trying to put the brakes on isn't really working.
She's sweet and caring. She's very nice and considerate of me and my feelings but she can be really negative. I understand that she has depression and anxiety but sometimes she can be negative and it makes me sad b/c all its doing is feeding her depression. It's a cycle.
idk.. There's other stuff but I can't put it on paper...