I'm a bad person...
Okay.. so the drama w/ my ex finally hit the climax..
We have been broken up for a couple months.. i was trying to get with twaney but I'm not sure anymore..
I miss my ex and everytime I think about getting w/ her she does things that make me upset.. Shit talks on Twaney, shit talks on people or tells me info that i honestly didn't wanna know..
Since we have been broken I come to find out that she slept w/ 3 people since we broke up but she tells me "I love you.. and I want to be with you!"... I know that I'm guilty of my crimes by cheating on her but I have been honest.. I have told her that I'm conflicted between her and twaney.. Sure I have gotten offers from other women to sleep w/ them but I haven't taken them.. to be honest I feel like if I were to take the offers that I would be lying to both of them.. Here I'm saying that I have feelings for both of them but i'm sleeping around. Naw that just doesn't make sense. That's why i haven't done it.. I know it doesn't make me any less evil but at least I'm not sending mixed up messages that way.
I know that we weren't together but still.. it hurts.. I know i deserve it..
well i went off on her.. I got jealous.. I showed my true colors and i hate it.
We have been broken up for a couple months.. i was trying to get with twaney but I'm not sure anymore..
I miss my ex and everytime I think about getting w/ her she does things that make me upset.. Shit talks on Twaney, shit talks on people or tells me info that i honestly didn't wanna know..
Since we have been broken I come to find out that she slept w/ 3 people since we broke up but she tells me "I love you.. and I want to be with you!"... I know that I'm guilty of my crimes by cheating on her but I have been honest.. I have told her that I'm conflicted between her and twaney.. Sure I have gotten offers from other women to sleep w/ them but I haven't taken them.. to be honest I feel like if I were to take the offers that I would be lying to both of them.. Here I'm saying that I have feelings for both of them but i'm sleeping around. Naw that just doesn't make sense. That's why i haven't done it.. I know it doesn't make me any less evil but at least I'm not sending mixed up messages that way.
I know that we weren't together but still.. it hurts.. I know i deserve it..
well i went off on her.. I got jealous.. I showed my true colors and i hate it.