May 30, 2008 19:57
I was consider taking my ex back b/c she really can be the sweetest thing in the world and I know she cares about me alot.. She's crazy for me.. I mean she's always trying to do nice things and for the most part she keeps an eye on me. Before the ultimatium thing I really didn't have an issue with her other then from time to time she would hog up all my time and that sometimes she would be irrational but controlable irrational.
I have to admit since I haven't had her around I have been going a little off the deep end but it's all chilly now.. I got myself grounded again..
Well, like I said, i was considering taking her back but now... She went to Carl's Jr and basically b/c her order didn't come the way she wanted.. so after trying to talk to the clerk she lost her cool and threw down her drink while storming out...
I'm shocked.. She always said that she would do something that childish but I guess b/c I was around she kept it on check.. Her anger and he snapping is one thing that has really bugged me.. she has done it to me a couple times but what really got me was when she did it to other people for stupid reasons..
She told me that she would work on it.. but after 2 days of saying that she would work on her snapping and anger issues.. she goes again and snaps after a fast food clerk that just did the mistake of messing up her order..
Now I'm having a bit of doubt again.. It wasn't that big of a deal.. They gave her the wrong burger and then they gave her coke instead of pepsi. Supposely the clerk was giving her shit about the order b/c she walked up to her and told her that it was messed up.
Still not acceptable.. I love her but I don't want a repeat...