Mar 17, 2008 22:36
Ugh! reminiscing on the way things used to be...
I'm kinda upset more sad though. I was looking at some old photos, from a while back, and they brought back some great memories... memories that brought me to tears.
I wish I had that again. Those friendships. I feel like I've lost all hope of having those relationships again. It sucks.
I wish I had people like them in my life again. No one really can compare to them. They were one of a kind. I really don't have that many close friends, that know me like they knew me. It sucks. I miss hanging out with Rora, Caroline, Dona, and Nisse... I miss talkin with all of them, and the good times we had.
I also miss talkin with Ate Dorothy, and Ate Jen, and all the other Ate's and Kuya's there. I always think of those days, and wonder if I could ever have those friendships again. If we could ever keep in touch. I had such a good time with them.
I sometimes ask God why this had to happen. Why He had to take them away. Though I see them every week it's not good enough. I miss talking to each and everyone of them. I guess it really doesn't matter anyways, cause I'm moving away. And like everyone says... Liz it don't matter anyways... you won't ever see them again.
I'm pretty much lost without my friends especially these ones.
No one can compare to them. They are like none other!
I need new friends! People who are just as amazing!
God I hate how I never get to hold a conversation with any of them... it really breaks me and kills me inside.
I can't get any of them out of my head!!!!