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i know i shouldn't, but i miss him.
yeah. i know i said i was going to sleep but he was brought up in my email to regine so i figured i would say it. maybe i'll make a post about it too cos i honestly don't know what to do about this situation and i would really like to email ryan, who's my shoulder to cry on even though i've never met him before, but we haven't spoken in ages [this is not the hot ryan that i lust over from work] and it seems as tho the only time that we actually do speak is when i'm having problems so yeah. i don't know. i don't want to burden him and or make him feel like i'm using him but there's just something about him that makes me trust him completely. he's awesome. too bad we never talk anymore. oh well. we'll see.
peace.
yeah. i know i said i was going to sleep but he was brought up in my email to regine so i figured i would say it. maybe i'll make a post about it too cos i honestly don't know what to do about this situation and i would really like to email ryan, who's my shoulder to cry on even though i've never met him before, but we haven't spoken in ages [this is not the hot ryan that i lust over from work] and it seems as tho the only time that we actually do speak is when i'm having problems so yeah. i don't know. i don't want to burden him and or make him feel like i'm using him but there's just something about him that makes me trust him completely. he's awesome. too bad we never talk anymore. oh well. we'll see.
peace.