it's Saturday, it's 5am, the birds won't shut up
and I shouldn't even be awake right now, but i haven't been able to fall asleep all night
insomnia attack for sure
i partly blame the boyfriend for me being up all night... i tried calling him for an hour straight after i got off work. i knew him and his friend were at harpo's for some concert, and i was maybe going to meet them up there. but for whatever reason, i got no answer, and still haven't heard from him to this minute. he texted me back at 1030 last night while i was still at work saying the show was awesome, and that's all i heard from him. yet only a half hour later when i try calling him and texting him asking about the cost of the show and double checking on the locatation, no answer. so i dunno what the deal is.
so after work, i went right back to my lil apt, put laundary away, put my bed together, watched most of scary movie 3 on tv, and crawled into bed... and as i said, was never able to fall asleep. and those damn birds are so fucking loud out there, even with my window closed, i wish i had a way to shoo them away, then i could maybe get some sleep. i still have a few benadryl pills too from a year ago when i got an allergic reaction to my penicillin... i wonder if i should take one, those sometimes help me sleep better.
blah... i have the weekend off of work, no plans for saturday but to vacuum my room and take it easy. family stuff sunday, then back to full swing on monday.
i'm tired... i need to try to get some sleep