Jul 27, 2004 13:40
i haven't updated in a long time, too fucking lazy. yeah umm
i guess i'll just talk about my fun friday and saturday afternoon. justine, chris, carlos, rene, derenik and i were supposed to go to a party off division, but things didn't work out, so we all just got dropped off in glendale for another party, haha but that didn't work out either. so we just walked to mcdonalds and hung out, then we walked to dereniks house, by that time it was already 12 at night, so from there we got picked up by rene's mom, and she took us to rene's house.
we hung out there, went to the park, watched movies, ate cereal and top ramen,played pool, oh yeah and ate lots of bubblicious gum. rene and i watched unfaithful in the tv room while everyone else was in the sleeping living room.
he and i stayed up until 6 in the mornin!!!!! we both kicked carlos off the little bed and him and i slept on it. then everyone woke up around 9 and we ate breakfast and hung outtttttt. we stayed there until....6 on saturday then we got picked up and everyone came down.
yeah then i came home, my dad saw my hickie and started yelling at me. my mom just wanted to make sure it wasn't from some random guy at the party she thought i went to. then i went to urban outfitters in old town and i bought a puma sweater, i love puma. ummm on sunday i went to the beach with the fam, and i fucking got burned by the sun!!! ugh i hate that. i wish i could go to the beach and in the water with pajamas or something.
then last night a couple friends picked me up, we hotboxed, i came home high and my mom flipped out for the first time ever. she knows that i smoked, but she's been telling me that she thinks i'm back on crystal or something, but i'm not, so it's weird that she thinks that. she told me she was going to set up an appointment so i can get drug tested, but today when i came home, i just didn't go.
whateva. i kind of feel bad though, i mean life is good right now because i have rene, but i guess i'm putting my parents through shit? my dad was telling me that he cant concentrate or even go to work cause he's so worried about me. i don't know why, exactly, but i still feel bad. so i'm not going to smoke like before.
ummmmm justine comes over everyday because she treasures our friendship, and she is obsessed with my sense of humor. umm i have an A in my second period, and a C in my first period. i better get some money when the grades are final!!!!!!!!!
i am punishing myself this weekend, i'm not going to ask my parents to go out because they'll give me a dirty look or yell at me or something and i just don't want to hear it. i'll just stay home and read.
oh yeah,
and if anyone has read, the catcher in the rye, to kill a mockingbird, or the lord of the flies, please tell me about them. i really am not up for reading those books.