today
muwhaha today was tha last day of skool im so happy but then sad cuz i wont be able to see some of my friends at all! but eh..there's alwayz next year if i stay cuz im suposta be moving but i dont know if i want to.....cuz my dad has all these different plans and ugh! its so confrusing to me i just dont know what to do i think i might stay but then...grr i hope ill be a jr. cuz of my stupid teach. is such a fuckin moron he doesnt teach at all and i failled that class without a doubt but i hope that wont keep me from bein a jr. if it does that would piss me the hell off and grr! i dont wanna think about it well the day before yesterday my b/f broke up with me cuz he wanted to date other pplz in his area (we've been goin out for about 2 or 3 months i stopped counting he moved to cali) and i was so pissed but eh...i cant stay that mad at him cuz....i duno i thought i was in love but i guess not....grr i fall in love to easily.....he was so perfect but i guess perfect isnt true....but eh...i guess ill be ok....man it just didnt feel like the last day of skool but my friend chany was wonderin what was wrong with me cuz i seemed sad and she was the only one that even asked me if i was ok! but i guess cuz i was in that class and this dude in my speech class just said so you broke up with your b/f and he just made me mad i duno why i got mad. i just said yea...and we were playin cards at tha time and i just said im done im not playin anymore and they just left me alone i guess but i was so depressed but i have to learn to get on with my life without john........