IM confused

[lonelyxwords]

yea like thats suprising i have come to find a lot of disturbing things that lead to a distrubing factor in my life. That is that i am not a very good person all factors lead to that conclusion. Well my moms left me,my friends are not real good friends well yea they r im just not good for them i guess i stayed away from ppl so i would not hurt them.But as time reveals they tend to hurt me i love u guys but to get dumped so much that after a while i feel like trash it kinda hurts. but what can i say i get whats coming to me.

well love u guys( im srry u gots to put up w/ me, but thats how the shit fall right on ur lap ,will u accept the challenge thats the ?) <33333333333333333333333 bye