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I feel crappy and lonely and sad and shitty and tired and just all around blah and don't know what to do. I'm also freezing. I hate days like this where I feel crappy like this. What is wrong with me? Why don't I enjoy life like I should or like a normal person? Why am I so miserable? I used to think it was cuz I could handel the crap you know where most people can't deal. But I'm just so sick of doing it you know. What to do what to do what to do? I think I need something more in my life than work and school. I feel very unfufilled and...I don't even know how to describe it. UGH I wish I was a pirate then I could just go steal something or have a sword fight and feel much better haha