May 17, 2004 14:06
This weekend was great and just what I needed. Elizabeth's parents should go away more often:) It all started on Friday when I got to Elizabeth's house around 4:30 and hung out with her and Amy. While Kira and Nicole ran around doing whatever, me, Elizabeth and Amy had some fun with the phone and a good time talking and getting way too hyper. Brittany came over at 9 and later when everyone else came over me, elizabeth and amy were crazy so we got put into time out for 10 minutes. Amy left for Jersey and it wasn't as fun. Finally we were allowed to start drinking and me and Elizabeth had a heart to heart. I had to wake up early Saturday because I was going to CT for my cousins confirmation party. I did not want to be there and left much later than I wanted to. In the car I got into a fight with my parents so they said I couldn't go. Of course by the end of that I won and was allowed to go to Elizabeth's house once again.
Saturday night was much more fun than Friday. There were more people there including Chris DiPace + beer brownies which took 2 hours before it was done because apparently alcohol doesn't cook. Me and Elizabeth went to cumbies to get some more coke while we were drunk and made a new friend. I found out that when I'm drunk I get a craving for cigarettes and friday night I smoked like 8 of those. I'm surprised I didn't puke. As for saturday night I just had a little bit of Elizabeth's and whoevers I was holding. Now, when I'm sober, I want to shoot myself thinking about smoking a cigarette.
My mom found out some stuff about me and got all upset. I told her I would stop only because of my fear/phobia of talking to strangers.
At least she didn't find out about Elizabeth's parents being gone all weekend.
I stayed home from school today. I didn't even have to fake sick. Even though I'm not. I got to do the dishes today and I'm filthy so I must shower.
Oh.my.god. I almost forgot:( Holy shit, this is the most depressing thing I have ever heard in my whole life. Honestly, I'm pretty sure people commit suicide because of this. All of my pictures got deleted. What the fuck. I don't even know how. Oh and also, my whole entire past is erased. When I say that I mean my conversations DeadAIM logged. When I say that I mean my conversations with just one person from like 4 months ago up until now. I always deleted all of my conversations with other people because you all suck and are not worth it:) This sucks:(