Nov 09, 2004 13:43
I'm tired of staying in my house everyday.It wasn't my fucking fault that the guy passed the fucking red light.Now I don't have a car and i'm stuck here everyday.Right now I'm crying cuz my mom is just a stupid bitch.She's fucking fighting with me everyday that I need to find a new job that I need to help out,but if I don't have a car and you won't let me use yours HOW THE FUCKING HELL I'M GONNA BE ABLE TO FIND A NEW FUCKING JOB BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If public transportation was better...but anyway, I live far away from society and none of my friends have a car anyway.Salvador left with the keys of his car which was stupid cuz he could have left them with the guard in Maribel's apt.
It's day second in my house alone.I spend all the day alone here till someone get's here at 6pm or so.I'm fucking getting crazy.And she doesn't even want me to fix the car, which is stupid, cuz she says that because of the case she might get sue.Why the fuck does that have to mind if I'm gonna fix my fucking damn car? Cuz it's very easy to say one day that the car is mine and my responsability and the next is yours.And one day I'm capable of taking the reins of my life cuz I'm 23 and the next I can't do shit cuz I'm still living here.Honestly I just want to fucking die right now.