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so the surgery wasnt so horrible. i was so scared. and ended up feeling nothing. that night though after the bleeding through show i got really sore. and took the rest of the week off . felt quite fragile . so during the week i spent my quality time being cute with my baby boy. laying around. and crotcheting like a mother fucker. im making a bunch of things for my friends for christmas this year. all this time on my hands and all these wonderful doctors bills. give me a lot of extra time and little amounts of money.
i've been so happy lately. lastnight i went to jake's birthday party and realized that iv been trying to be someone i'm not. i try to have these clicks all the time when im really the kind of person to be friends with everyone. to walk around a party alone and say hi to everyone and party with everyone. i dont need a crutch. i just end up hurting myself. i just need to know that i AM that strong.
i heart guinness stew from royal mile.
i've been so happy lately. lastnight i went to jake's birthday party and realized that iv been trying to be someone i'm not. i try to have these clicks all the time when im really the kind of person to be friends with everyone. to walk around a party alone and say hi to everyone and party with everyone. i dont need a crutch. i just end up hurting myself. i just need to know that i AM that strong.
i heart guinness stew from royal mile.