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Mar 28, 2006 13:32

crissy
crissy gets pissed that i don't use this blasted thing. oh, well. I don't feel like i ever have time. work, work, work, and then home to the cats. work basically sucks. but we all know that. the cats are fun except when they decide to play Bandimere Speedway all over my body when i'm asleep!! gotta go get me and crissy something to eat. oh, by the way her family is so fucked up in the head. i just can't take it anymore.

This above is an entry in Susan's journal. She writes, " Oh, by the way her family is so fucked up on the head, i just cant take it anymore." real nice Susan. Its nice to know what you really think of me. Do you just put on a front?

This is a time in my life when i need you guys the most. And where are you? Not here, like always. I have helped you anyway that i can. And you just up and leave when its time for you to help me. But its ok. I can see that this is a one way street. When you need help, i am here, when i need help, you leave. A baby is coming and everything going on is nothing but drama. Life is about everyone not just a certain few. I dont have to stand up for what i believe in or how i am because im normal. I am going to be a mom and all of this needs to stop. How do you think i feel when we are supposed to be planning a baby shower and everything is about you? I was wondering how are you going to fit in and feel when the baby does come? My mom said this WILL stop when the baby gets here. He doesnt need to be around it and neither do I. I am starting my own life. I dont need or want all this going on. If i get this stressed out how will a baby handle it???????
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