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What a sucky summer... It still wont even end until i go back to Flagler Auguest 30. I can't even describe to you guys how I am feeling..
I am single..and still pathetically cry myself to sleep every god damn night. People think I am fine now. Ya know why?? That's because I tell everyone I am fine, and I am just dandy. And if you ask me now.. I'll tell you I am still fine. But I am not.
He was everything to me... he has been the only one to make me happy, and I know no one else can touch me, kiss me, and look at me the way he did for a very long time.
All I want is a hug. I just want to be loved. I want to enjpy the songs on the radio, bur now I listem to every lyric and it makes me feel like a loser and a dork because so many songs are about love and no one loves me.
I can't believe everything going on inside my head. How do I make it stop? Please, someone stop it.
and PS.. I am so FUCKING bored every single fucking night- so f u c k i n g bored.
I am single..and still pathetically cry myself to sleep every god damn night. People think I am fine now. Ya know why?? That's because I tell everyone I am fine, and I am just dandy. And if you ask me now.. I'll tell you I am still fine. But I am not.
He was everything to me... he has been the only one to make me happy, and I know no one else can touch me, kiss me, and look at me the way he did for a very long time.
All I want is a hug. I just want to be loved. I want to enjpy the songs on the radio, bur now I listem to every lyric and it makes me feel like a loser and a dork because so many songs are about love and no one loves me.
I can't believe everything going on inside my head. How do I make it stop? Please, someone stop it.
and PS.. I am so FUCKING bored every single fucking night- so f u c k i n g bored.