From the moment that we met my world was turned around upside down...
Ehh. That's all I have to say to describe the last couple days. Exhaustion coupled with elevated levels of PMS have left me strung out and depressed, which is no fun at all. I know I've been absolutely crummy to be around, and I'm sorry to all of my friends who love me and have put up with me despite my being a huge jerk. Especially Jon. Speaking of being all depressed, I'm just sitting here, and I'm sure this is my exhaustion speaking, but I am terrified of this summer. Every second that passes, it gets closer and closer. And I'll be thrilled for my 19 hours a week of hell to be over (this has been a rough semester in terms of classes), but I will miss Jon so freaking much. You have no idea. He's my rock, he keeps me sane. I mean, I'll be fine, but it will just really suck not seeing him every day. I swear, he is probably one of the best things to ever happen to me. With every other relationship before this one, having a boyfriend has just been an added source of stress. No one can deny that. But with him, it's so different. We never run out of things to talk about, and sure we argue, but we're always fine. We resolve it and move on, and that's part of what makes this such a healthy relationship. Our ability to just get past things. Anyway, to put it simply, I love him a ton, and I'm gonna miss him like crazy. Boo. Lots of driving to TN in store, haha.
Anyway, now that I've got that off my chest... I've been so busy lately. Between classes, orientation leading, Pi Phi, orchestra, Alpha Lambda Delta, and everything else, it's just been crazy. We have been training hardcore for this summer, and actually, we have our first three orientations this Thursday-Saturday. I'm so nervous! I'm worried I'm going to mess something up and make some poor freshman terrified to come here. Because I know that for me, orientation was the only thing that made me not run screaming from EKU. I was scared to death of coming here, and thought I'd hate it, and the OL's last year changed that for me. I want to do that for these freshman, make them comfortable and happy to be here. So hopefully this week will go smoothly.
Then Saturday night is our Pi Phi formal! Yay! We're having it at Lake Reba, which, I think, is great. We have the option of dancing outside (how cool!), but if it's cold or rainy, we have the inside, so we're good. I hope, hope that Jon and I have fun! I know I'm a terrible, awful dancer, but I've really been looking forward to this! I have my old prom dress and everything, yay! So I hope this goes well.
I don't really know if I have any other news. Went home last weekend, it was a total blast. I almost cried when I left (again, PMS) just because I've been home a lot, but most of it has been running home to get stuff for the car, then coming right back. I haven't actually slept in my bed in ages. And really, it's not even Eastgate. I started thinking the other day about where I want to live when I get a job and stuff, and Ohio is at the bottom of my list. I'm thinking Tennessee or Kentucky. They're far enough away, but close enough at the same time, and warmer, and much much prettier. Anyway back to my point, it's not Eastgate, it's just that I'm close to my family and I miss seeing them sometimes. I don't even really have friends back home anymore except K.C. and hopefully Robyn (although I admit I haven't been the best friend, too freakin busy for anything), and I hate the town for the most part, but I love my family. They're such awesome people. We're a quirky group, I'll admit it, but in the last few years, we've become so much closer. Yay for that. So I miss them.
Well I think that's all I really have to talk about, and Jon's upstairs waiting for me (probably asleep haha) so I guess I'll write more later. Feel free to comment! G'night!
<3Katie
Anyway, now that I've got that off my chest... I've been so busy lately. Between classes, orientation leading, Pi Phi, orchestra, Alpha Lambda Delta, and everything else, it's just been crazy. We have been training hardcore for this summer, and actually, we have our first three orientations this Thursday-Saturday. I'm so nervous! I'm worried I'm going to mess something up and make some poor freshman terrified to come here. Because I know that for me, orientation was the only thing that made me not run screaming from EKU. I was scared to death of coming here, and thought I'd hate it, and the OL's last year changed that for me. I want to do that for these freshman, make them comfortable and happy to be here. So hopefully this week will go smoothly.
Then Saturday night is our Pi Phi formal! Yay! We're having it at Lake Reba, which, I think, is great. We have the option of dancing outside (how cool!), but if it's cold or rainy, we have the inside, so we're good. I hope, hope that Jon and I have fun! I know I'm a terrible, awful dancer, but I've really been looking forward to this! I have my old prom dress and everything, yay! So I hope this goes well.
I don't really know if I have any other news. Went home last weekend, it was a total blast. I almost cried when I left (again, PMS) just because I've been home a lot, but most of it has been running home to get stuff for the car, then coming right back. I haven't actually slept in my bed in ages. And really, it's not even Eastgate. I started thinking the other day about where I want to live when I get a job and stuff, and Ohio is at the bottom of my list. I'm thinking Tennessee or Kentucky. They're far enough away, but close enough at the same time, and warmer, and much much prettier. Anyway back to my point, it's not Eastgate, it's just that I'm close to my family and I miss seeing them sometimes. I don't even really have friends back home anymore except K.C. and hopefully Robyn (although I admit I haven't been the best friend, too freakin busy for anything), and I hate the town for the most part, but I love my family. They're such awesome people. We're a quirky group, I'll admit it, but in the last few years, we've become so much closer. Yay for that. So I miss them.
Well I think that's all I really have to talk about, and Jon's upstairs waiting for me (probably asleep haha) so I guess I'll write more later. Feel free to comment! G'night!
<3Katie