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[lonelynightsss]

hmm im not really sure whats going on with me, ive been kind of spastic lately. ive been making fun of people a lot and talking behind some peoples back, okay just kidding one person in peticular but i think they consider me to be one of their really good friends, which kind of sucks cuz it makes me feel like shit but i just cant stop doing it.. im a horrible person sometimes.. :-/ my friends have been changing a lot lately, i miss julia so much i wish she hadnt changed as much as she has and things were back to the way they were last year..but i suppose people change and thers nothing you can do about it. and now shes moving to california, im gonna miss her a lot even if were not as close as we used to be. although i must say i do have a group of close friends that i would pretty much die without<33 im not going to name you because. um itd take up a page. no im just kidding i dont have that many friends buts its okay and i love you all dearly. i havent liked anyone for like 7497483 years.. and when i finally do like someone they probably wont even notice me because im such a loser.. ah so depressing. im all lonely and emo right now. 8-) well that was my cool journal entry that like um no one will read and im done. k bye

ps. 8 days till christmas..