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so, i just feel weird about things lately.
it feels like it's summer bc i don't have schoolwork, but it doesn't because i don't have that usual excitement about things.
i have a job that i like fairly well, but i have only been working on the weekends, which sucks because that's when everyone else is off.
i'm tired of feeling unproductive during the day, but can't seem to make myself do anything about it.
i've actually been getting books from the library this summer and reading. i think that's good..
i am mostly nervous about next year at school and not looking forward to going back, but also part of me is sort of excited about meeting new people and learning new things. i mean i will have my car up there...
but then gas is freaking expensive and that sucks.
i don't feel like i have many friends. i'm not saying thhis just to be all dramatic or w/e, but i have only hung out with joy, bucky, my sister, and maybe a few other people. i hate that i don't feel like i really made any lasting friends at school and i hop i don't do the same thing next year. gah.
bucky moved into his own house on saturday...while i was at work.
but it looks really good. it's really cute. it's a little cabin near morrow mountain state park in stanly county, so it's peaceful. it's close to where he works and his family but pretty far from me. and with me only working a few days, i for sure don't have the gas money to go out there tons, even tho i want to.
oh, and he started working at the albemarle police department last monday. he really likes it and i'm happy, but it's just a different situation...
done. haha.
it feels like it's summer bc i don't have schoolwork, but it doesn't because i don't have that usual excitement about things.
i have a job that i like fairly well, but i have only been working on the weekends, which sucks because that's when everyone else is off.
i'm tired of feeling unproductive during the day, but can't seem to make myself do anything about it.
i've actually been getting books from the library this summer and reading. i think that's good..
i am mostly nervous about next year at school and not looking forward to going back, but also part of me is sort of excited about meeting new people and learning new things. i mean i will have my car up there...
but then gas is freaking expensive and that sucks.
i don't feel like i have many friends. i'm not saying thhis just to be all dramatic or w/e, but i have only hung out with joy, bucky, my sister, and maybe a few other people. i hate that i don't feel like i really made any lasting friends at school and i hop i don't do the same thing next year. gah.
bucky moved into his own house on saturday...while i was at work.
but it looks really good. it's really cute. it's a little cabin near morrow mountain state park in stanly county, so it's peaceful. it's close to where he works and his family but pretty far from me. and with me only working a few days, i for sure don't have the gas money to go out there tons, even tho i want to.
oh, and he started working at the albemarle police department last monday. he really likes it and i'm happy, but it's just a different situation...
done. haha.