Feb 06, 2005 03:03
Why do I often feel alone in a crowd?
Why don't I feel like I belong in the world?
Why am I always "that guy"?
Why can't I "fit in"? Not that I want to all the time, but the option would be nice.
Why am I so socially inept?
Why do I feel like I'm so often on the outside looking in?
Why do I watch other people in normal healthy relationships, or not even, and envy them? Alright, I know why, but WHY?!
Why, when I do try to be outgoing, do I always make such a mess of things?
Why do I feel like I missed the part of growing up that was supposed to make all of this make sense?
And most importantly:
WHAT can I do about it?
P.S. That is not a rhetorical question.