i know. danielle is a great person. wow.

[lonelylover20]

:redo: i want to give up. i feel like its my only way but i know its not. thanx to Danielle. who is going to be my new friend and maybe soon to be bestfriend. wow. hearing things from someone who doesnt know you or doesnt really know things you've been through means alot. especially people who have been thru the same things before. its amazing how you can relate to someone so much and not even know it. i really need to keep my eyes open and keep my head up. this is a horrible thing to go through and i feel like everything goes good for awhile then DAMN i come to realization with everything and all of a sudden everything just SUCKS... then it gets good again and then goes bad and it just keeps going. but Danielle has reassured me that maybe things wont go bad. Also I need to focus on the things that make me happy. So I need to sit down and really think about the things that make me happy and stay focused on that and not on the negative things/ or the things that keep bringing me down. (so my next entry is going to be a list of all the things that make me happy) so thank you danielle for talking to me and really making me understand. wow. its amazing how just that little bit you've told me has changed completely. I mean I know that going to the negative is never going to help ANY situation but it's like just sometimes I get so down that I don't feel there's any hope. & this time YOU were my hope. I don't think I can thank you enough and maybe this is my time to shine. We'll see. I really hope that we meet and shit and become friends cuz you seem like such a sweet girl and awesome to be around. ah I don't even think I can explain it. You have a different/great way of thinking and expressing it. I like it. :-) so again thank you so much. it really means alot. I'm glad we started talking on herre and now on AIM so this summer is deffinitely about us!! HA! love ya! so yes I'm going to be ohkay. I'm not giving up on myself. I don't really think I ever was but I just get so mad and I let everything bother me. I need to work on that. Danielle is a great person. I love her. She is so my new friend. Whoa go me I made a new friend. WOOOOO!!! I'm going to be ohkay. Everything is going to be ohkay.