Why must i do things wrong?
Okay, if you' don't mind, i'm going to bitch a while.. Even if you do mind, i'm going to anyways.
Alright, well, today is a special day, today marks a wonderful union that i'm proud to be in..
Today, one year ago, my partner said "yes" to me.. you know, had i have known my one year was going to be this hard/emotional/upsetting, i wouldn't've asked them.
Like, I love them, i really do.. but, the past year has been so hard.. you know, when the person isn't around when you need them most, it sort of shakes your relationship and makes you want them more when you see them..
Everyday, I crave them, I really do and they get busier and busier, and you get more and more neglected.. But, unfortunately, when you love them as much as i love my partner, you can't hurt them.. no matter what.. they're just so sweet and you love them so much, you just plainly can't hurt them..
You know, I love my partner with all my heart, but at the same time, i'm hurting. And i don't want to be hurting anymore than i am.. it makes me feel not quite unwanted.. but pretty close to it..
The last time i talked to my partner, i accused them of not remembering out one year anniversary. I know.. it's a big deal, one year of being in a union with one person and celebrating your love for one another...
The love for my partner goes higher and higher than yo could ever imagine but, unfortunately, there is nothing I can do to prove to them just how much i really do love them..
But, for now, this is my life and what is on my mind..
Alright, well, today is a special day, today marks a wonderful union that i'm proud to be in..
Today, one year ago, my partner said "yes" to me.. you know, had i have known my one year was going to be this hard/emotional/upsetting, i wouldn't've asked them.
Like, I love them, i really do.. but, the past year has been so hard.. you know, when the person isn't around when you need them most, it sort of shakes your relationship and makes you want them more when you see them..
Everyday, I crave them, I really do and they get busier and busier, and you get more and more neglected.. But, unfortunately, when you love them as much as i love my partner, you can't hurt them.. no matter what.. they're just so sweet and you love them so much, you just plainly can't hurt them..
You know, I love my partner with all my heart, but at the same time, i'm hurting. And i don't want to be hurting anymore than i am.. it makes me feel not quite unwanted.. but pretty close to it..
The last time i talked to my partner, i accused them of not remembering out one year anniversary. I know.. it's a big deal, one year of being in a union with one person and celebrating your love for one another...
The love for my partner goes higher and higher than yo could ever imagine but, unfortunately, there is nothing I can do to prove to them just how much i really do love them..
But, for now, this is my life and what is on my mind..