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i dnt ko anymore i culdnt slee so i decided to ome online since no one is on lin i decided to do this but i dont no why no one reads it anyway. ats the point rigt since iant got no friends. life is fuked up i guess no one cares anymore and i dont either ijust wanna move far way but i couldnt leave kyle b/c hes the one true thing that maes me happy whch is eaher sad if think about it since norally youdhave alo but since myfrends dont giveafuck it eally doesnt even matter anymore i call my friens all the time to see if they wanna hang out do something but ether there not thereor there phone busy so i gave up seeming thatnon of hem really ated to hang out w me in th firstplace since they never ask i asked nikki mulipul times if she wantd hang out or sleep over but its alwas a no and her exuse is my mom wnt letme or she w ashly nd every onehaving agran time or she simply doesnt wanna have to deal with me smoking which indeed isnt a very big deal to begin with but w/e in there eyes if u change he littlet bit its like the worsee thing ever een tought eveone changes and thats how it is. nikki was talking buot telling onsome one i non the other hand think its a ver bad ida b/c the outcome of it might not be wat she is expecting. but sens im really not part of that world anymore i will stay out f it ok. i feel bad for joe b/c his so called aweoe grl(krysten) is a lying nasty std infested slut o and im not lying aout he std she really has one its prolly from all those time she got mad a anthony and wanted t get him back and fcknasty ppl with out a condom. like the time she sid she as raped thats a crock of shit she asnt rped and if she was wow sh sturnaly brags about it alot i no iwoulnt if i was how des that oh look im krsten hey guys guess wat i wa rapd int that sad so u shold pitty me know hehe fucking dum bitch she hns sh coul kick my ass ait she wanted to friday if she realy wats to o it then let her it will b funy to see how uglyu can make her evn thouh she prtty ugly now bu cant talk im no thebest looking person either. w/e so yah what lse should i say idont like jess coey dm bitch nopeshe keeps calling me a whore even though last time i checked a whore was someone who made money and sleeped around i kno i ant got no money and im diffently not like krysten so i dont no how im a whore npe i think jess needs to g backto middle chool wer we leared all our swears and elearn them so she can proporly use the word like te ther day she called me a cunt i dnt get why ppl call ppls acunt bc there not awalking vagina are the well we atleast hope not
tha would just be the fucked up shit in some nasty geeks dream. i love my self i hate the world so much its filled with such assholes iculding y self but hey i'll go therea different time. i love ashley and nikki an all you allto death but dam i dont kno why i even bothertrien to be your friends sometimes it just makeme wanna cy b/c i realize that i dont even matter to any of you guys anymore you guys run me down alot u dont mean to im sure you dont but you down all thetime it be a litte thing like bugging me about my nse ring o its gonna get infected whyd u even try why does t matter t u if it does r not its my face i dont care if i did then i diffentlywouldnt of done it or with m gradehey im not smart no shit u dont gotta make me feel like im a cmplent idiot so icn spell for shi who cares no me ino i cant idont ir bus me but w/e i prolly gonna get shit fromu all later abou this ut w/e b/c its time for u all to o how i feel i mean im not pefect either look i sai i wasnt gonna smoke again i started hat again but it wast b/cof kyle kyle likes me weathr i smoke or not nd i do dugs wll jut smoke po thas all i need to do ut did that before like smoking which did before i have a different out look on ppl i dont like at them anymore as worthly going o where fag some of them ae my friend like coke x hes prolly going nowhere but hes sill cool or mrlyin dk have other friends like you guys but still i tried to keep u guy as my friends and i doest work like in school i dont talk to hardly nyone and im not like a prep gsroty girl and shit im a qiute girl how mainly tres to jeep toher self b/c she doesn like to talk to many ppl and i wear jeans and a sweatshirt and i get reputation as a slut b/c i flirt w differentguys im sry when did that become a crime i ddnt think it didnt but every oneflirts u cant stop it it happens thats who it ges sometimes i ma take it a litttle far andlflirt tomuch but idont ean anything by it. i am a very sad person long to be lved y somone and no one wants to love me and sometimes i think thats how it will always be but maybe if i jsut end it kno everything in r guys life will be better i could leave and rt aways in a box for ever which doesnt sound fun t all or jst smyple wal around alone sad and always wanning to be held and to be loved for ever im very tired good nite
tha would just be the fucked up shit in some nasty geeks dream. i love my self i hate the world so much its filled with such assholes iculding y self but hey i'll go therea different time. i love ashley and nikki an all you allto death but dam i dont kno why i even bothertrien to be your friends sometimes it just makeme wanna cy b/c i realize that i dont even matter to any of you guys anymore you guys run me down alot u dont mean to im sure you dont but you down all thetime it be a litte thing like bugging me about my nse ring o its gonna get infected whyd u even try why does t matter t u if it does r not its my face i dont care if i did then i diffentlywouldnt of done it or with m gradehey im not smart no shit u dont gotta make me feel like im a cmplent idiot so icn spell for shi who cares no me ino i cant idont ir bus me but w/e i prolly gonna get shit fromu all later abou this ut w/e b/c its time for u all to o how i feel i mean im not pefect either look i sai i wasnt gonna smoke again i started hat again but it wast b/cof kyle kyle likes me weathr i smoke or not nd i do dugs wll jut smoke po thas all i need to do ut did that before like smoking which did before i have a different out look on ppl i dont like at them anymore as worthly going o where fag some of them ae my friend like coke x hes prolly going nowhere but hes sill cool or mrlyin dk have other friends like you guys but still i tried to keep u guy as my friends and i doest work like in school i dont talk to hardly nyone and im not like a prep gsroty girl and shit im a qiute girl how mainly tres to jeep toher self b/c she doesn like to talk to many ppl and i wear jeans and a sweatshirt and i get reputation as a slut b/c i flirt w differentguys im sry when did that become a crime i ddnt think it didnt but every oneflirts u cant stop it it happens thats who it ges sometimes i ma take it a litttle far andlflirt tomuch but idont ean anything by it. i am a very sad person long to be lved y somone and no one wants to love me and sometimes i think thats how it will always be but maybe if i jsut end it kno everything in r guys life will be better i could leave and rt aways in a box for ever which doesnt sound fun t all or jst smyple wal around alone sad and always wanning to be held and to be loved for ever im very tired good nite