dam im dum
im so dum i knew it was coming but i didnt want it to happen me and kyle are over i hate life sometimes this sucks alot ok i heard bad shit and i guess joe told kyle i was pissed and kyle told me that she asked him if i was his fuck buddy or if he liked me and he just laught and walked away i dont know if i believe him and shit i dont kno i want to but i cant trust him i cant trust anyone so later the nite i was like do u even like me and he was like yeah i do but i dont see were this is going and i still wanna be able to hang out i was like later i got up and letfed and he didnt come after me like i hoped he would u know something i give up with thsi rela bullshit i seem to always fuck up every guy i try to get with either likes me adn doesnt wanna go out and just fuck or dont like me and wanna fuck i dont get it i dont think i will ever get it right