my haed hurts
i hung out w kyle and joe and krysten today it was fun like always ya kno and we did some stuff like always and chilled and stuff but me and kyle were talking alone ya kno privite talk lol he wanted to know stuff about me and why i was sad alot so we got to talking after he kinda yelled made me talk but its ok and i told him stuff which made him sad and mad and i asked him about us and he said he didnt kno and he was confussed like me and that he wanted to get to kno me like acctully kno who i am and why i am this why and we started talking bout corey how he treated me and how i belived and took his shit and he told me i shouldnt do that and if he really did love me then he wouldnt do that see kyles a good guy he understands he told me i needed to be confent in my self and it will help me out and shit and he told me that i needed to care about my self more then about what others have to say and shit b/c they dont kno me and shit and he sadi other stuff but wat kyle was saying made a lot of since and idk maybe i should just listen to him and shit b/c he does care about me and thats all i want right kno is just some one to hold and talk and shit idk i just wanna be happy. today was ashleys bday it was funny i got her fruit loops and nikki got her zebra cakes and sunflower seeds and ashley though only nikki got her something but its ok ashley will be suprised wen she see want i got for her lol hehe i love it well skool was not to bad i only hate to classes which is spanish and us history b/c i dont remeber shit from spanish and my us history teacheer is a dick head but w/e i found out some funny styff today that some one has in common w me and krysten shame on you u shouldnt i canim older lol i smoked again to nite its so good b/c it gets me away from the bad shit and jst brings me to a happy place which is better kyle is my happy place rigth now hopefully for a while iudk