its just get harder
i seem to relize that life gets harder wen we get older wen were younger were like we cant wait to grow up but why its not worth it being little not havign to worry about anything really is the way to go when u could not match and be muddy and everything wen it was fun didnt have to worry about beig a slut or being in love the one u loved the most was ur mommy adn or daddy but now ur older its a whole new thing ur reputation and friends adn being clean and who u date adn shit its drama pain and bullshit why cant it just be good for every one not just me but the world we live in a shit fest.
ok my step dad is gone he finally left wow im trilled but not b.c my mommy is so upset yeah i mean he was a dick to her and shit but they were together for like 11 years or something and she did love him and i kno how it is to have some one walk away from u but wow i feel bad she really upset i dont know wat to do or say to her i love her to death and all i want is for her to be happy that it and i think if she give it a couple of days she will be happy. wow im miss kyle wtf i wish he would come back into my dam life he was so great to me but ofcourse hes gone i dont get it why does every one walk away from me god and nikki i feel so bad im sry nikki u dont desrve this shit but i promise i wont say shit to her and let u handle it but u kno i here for u wen u need it
idk i wish we could have it good for once an dlonger then a week or 2 months i mean for a long ass time i just want it good
neways i went to the doctors on mon and im have a little......... BOY!!!!! hehe thats cool yea kno krysten and brittany think its kyles kid b/c in the pics it has long ass legs so yeah thats kinda weird that would be wicked cool though b/c kyle would be a good daddy and plus my kid would be so cute i love kyle i would love to of have a kid w him i wish he knew how i feel and shit idk
ok my step dad is gone he finally left wow im trilled but not b.c my mommy is so upset yeah i mean he was a dick to her and shit but they were together for like 11 years or something and she did love him and i kno how it is to have some one walk away from u but wow i feel bad she really upset i dont know wat to do or say to her i love her to death and all i want is for her to be happy that it and i think if she give it a couple of days she will be happy. wow im miss kyle wtf i wish he would come back into my dam life he was so great to me but ofcourse hes gone i dont get it why does every one walk away from me god and nikki i feel so bad im sry nikki u dont desrve this shit but i promise i wont say shit to her and let u handle it but u kno i here for u wen u need it
idk i wish we could have it good for once an dlonger then a week or 2 months i mean for a long ass time i just want it good
neways i went to the doctors on mon and im have a little......... BOY!!!!! hehe thats cool yea kno krysten and brittany think its kyles kid b/c in the pics it has long ass legs so yeah thats kinda weird that would be wicked cool though b/c kyle would be a good daddy and plus my kid would be so cute i love kyle i would love to of have a kid w him i wish he knew how i feel and shit idk