pissed

[lonelylove]

im pissed right now with alot of shit but w/e i wanna kill chico dude he thinks hes gonna get his lawyers involved with the baby shit dude either this kid is fucked or he realy thinks he can do it but i think he cant i no he cant he cant even take care of him self hes fucking 16 and he thinks he has all the same fucking rights as me well fuck him if he thinks that hes a little bitch i was trien to talk to him earlier about it and he shoved his head into his head phones b/c he didnt wanna hear me b/c i was right. isnt that real fucking muture i guess he was talking in his math class that hes gonna try and get the baby you no wat he ant ever taking this kid from me it might be his blood but its my baby theres no why some little fucking wanna be drugie is getting my kid grrrrr im mad as fuck w this. he was calling me an unfit mother and all i care about is my self ovesly he doesnt no me good. i care about every one elses problems more then mine. so yeah i gues that means i care about my self more right wat a crock of shit. i told him today that i ahted him i wish i told him that i wanted him died but that would be bad. but w/e
neways im also mad is b/c my friends suck i try to hang out w them and shit but they nevre wanna its pretty gay. but w/e how can some of them say were even friends they cant we never talk or hang out its like w/e idc its there lose they ovesly dont care (nikki this isnt about u dont worry) then my friends that do hang w me still all they do is talk about them selves it like what the fuck but w/e i deal i keep alot of shit inside that normally i wouldnt i would normal tell u how i feel wen i feel it but nope dont do it to u guys so be happy for that.
well now i dont kno what else to say expect this shit is gay and people fucking suck and i cant stand this world