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so yeah same old same happening or what? NO everything is different with my friends at my house myself its all fucked idk i'll start w my friends nikki has changed alot well i knew she was always gonna end up like this but idk she now is always to busy and either always online w her or on the phone or w her i guess its wat we did to her w guys we liked or went out w but idk it was always easy to talk to nikki now its like shes too busy and doesnt really care idk ashleys the same i hope she happy thats all i wantis for her to be happy and to find a man like she really wants to she talks to me more now it either b/c she missed talking to me or it b/c im pregnat but i kno she'll always be there and be one of my best friends now for chico thats shit fucked really me and him broke up b/c he said he didnt wanna be apart of his childs life so i was like fine he pissed me off and it will piss me off for a very long time and shit but now hes like i dk i have to think weather i wanna be in its life it like wow i dont care if he is or isnt i can do it on my own and shit im back w kyle hes so hot that kid is great he makes me so happy the only problem is i can never get a hold of him but its cool idk sometimes i think im falling in love w him but i dont wanna say that to him b/c im scared to i dont want him to be like ekk bye bye and shit idk
ok now for my home life its ok with me but my step dad treats my mom like shit and i want her to leave him or tell him off or something she needs to stik up for her self hes telling her he cant hang w her friends b/c her friend is a lesbian and he thinks they have something going on and they dont hes such a queer i hope he like dies or mom mets some hot rich guy and swept her off her feet and we leave but idc b/c im outta this house wen im 18 which is in like 8 or 7ish months thank god do yeah what else who knows
now me im pregnat and its weird idk i dont wanna be but i fucked up and im taking resonablity for it and im gonna raise this kid and itll be fun but my life is going to be so different b/c i cant do every thiing i use to i still smoke butts but i stopped smoking weed (even thought i dont think that it will really do anything) i dont drink or do any other drugs i wanna try other drugs b/c it would be fun but thats later in life and shit idk but w/e i guess im happy w life i could be happier but w/e
ok now for my home life its ok with me but my step dad treats my mom like shit and i want her to leave him or tell him off or something she needs to stik up for her self hes telling her he cant hang w her friends b/c her friend is a lesbian and he thinks they have something going on and they dont hes such a queer i hope he like dies or mom mets some hot rich guy and swept her off her feet and we leave but idc b/c im outta this house wen im 18 which is in like 8 or 7ish months thank god do yeah what else who knows
now me im pregnat and its weird idk i dont wanna be but i fucked up and im taking resonablity for it and im gonna raise this kid and itll be fun but my life is going to be so different b/c i cant do every thiing i use to i still smoke butts but i stopped smoking weed (even thought i dont think that it will really do anything) i dont drink or do any other drugs i wanna try other drugs b/c it would be fun but thats later in life and shit idk but w/e i guess im happy w life i could be happier but w/e